Wednesday, October 06, 2004



~*trying to shake this*~

i know i'm probably suppose to write some wonderfulistical lil pro or con about the issues of this past week with Sir...and i can't...quite honestly im still void, and still numb...

Galahad surprized me with a post to Sir... no telling what Sir might have thought of it, but i was a bit shocked at Galahad's words... especially the parts about how i went on as if Sir was the Holy Grail...His words, not mine...maybe that's why He would be called Galahad eh???

buttttttt, He was right of one thing in particular...i am and always will be a dreamer...no shock there now is it???

Here at home, i've been in contact a few times over the past few days with Mr. Virginia...should have met yesturday but i wasn't in any mode for play...and again, as He called this morning to check up on me and see about a meet, i had said i was seriously taken aback right now with things and just not in a very playful spirit...

i needed that call though to help put things back in perspective...

Sir says it's nothing i've done, but that his work is taking so much of his time and he just doesnt have room for a relationship...funny how that works...when we met it was adamently stated that he was seriously searching for a relationship...

and i still am...

he may not have time for anything more than a friendship, but i have no time for anything less than a relationship...

soooooooooo...hmmm...where the pucks did "Sir Galahad" leave off with that Holy Grail anyhowzzz???? after all, if that's truly my quest then i best start searching soonest



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