Sunday, October 24, 2004



~*Longgggg talks wiff Ghostie*~

was one of those moments... i wanted so much to picks up the phone and talks to FMT, but noffun doing, He either couldn't or simply wouldn't have picked up the phone...soz knowing myself well and good, i picks up the phone and calls Ghostie...

alwaysss room for grins and giggles, and Ghostie allllways causes a good lil laughs on these dimpled lil cheeks...first time in weeks i truly smiled. Ghostie says the one good thing abouts me is i never looses my sense of humor...which is a bit odd considering how truly i thought it was lost...

butsss anyhowzzzz...

we talks loads of what has happened these past few weeks, and Ghostie too is a bit stunned by it all i thinks...though in truth, he seems a bit of the same mindset Galahad was in that i shouldn't be ending off all of these old friendships n stuffs i've had...

i gets to tells Ghostie the woes of fact that loadsss of times in such relations a girl would certainly not be talking with others of the opposit sex...and Ghostie goes on to saying to me that here i am, in this lil lifestyle as it is, but i refuse to gives up the one thing that seems to take that extra mile to get too...

point well taken...

troubles is...i've never really done the whole "female" thing... i have only ONE true friendship with another female...it's lasted almost 24 years now and she is my bestest bud in the worlds...but it's more of a "sister" types thing than anything else...

all other "friends" are male... not because they are exes persay...just because we see things in the same light...

i don't do the "catty" mentality...i don't do the "let's shop till we drop"... i don't do the "ohhhhhh, it's ____ (fill in name of current designer or fad)"

i hatessssssss doing the "baby" talks... can't says i really stand for oogling and ahhhhing over some drippy nosed whiney spoilt rotten lil "pre adolescent" so called young adult whose only idea of what real life is all about is asking grandmama for "toys"... not a specific toy in mind, not something they've longed for or known what it meant to wait for...not something they would be thankful and truly overjoyed to have, just one of those "i want" types...with the "screw you very much" attitude that follows after they recieve the precious lil gift...

sooooooooo...forgiving my senses...i just don't so too many morning "coffee breaks" with the ladies...

(and no offenses meant here really...but's i'm sure even the ladies reading this lil blog can think of at least one friend for whom has said types of lilones running about this world...and i'm soooo not up for politely disregarding the lilones actions and mischief....

truth is...i'm a bits pouty of it all!!

anyhowzzzzzzzz... Ghostie and i rambled on...

i tells him i'm moving, and i says i going "HOME" in Aprils...he laughs knowing exactly what i'm on about but has to be asking what i'm on abouts anyhowzzz...

"to England you silly goof"

right then that gives me till April to finds a place all my own soz you can stay on a few weeks"

we giggles a bit more...and then the laughs have to come...

"nahhhhh... i'll just sent Galahad a bag of mints, make on good with him agains and then begs for room and board...i knows... telllllls him he gets the couch and i takes his room"

(more laughs here....)

"course...guessing thats gonna mean i'll be needing a good gag"

(nowwwwwwww Ghostie is rolling)

"buts eh....what's a good mate for anyhowzz???!!!"

(i thinks Ghostie hits the floor just after he says something to the effects of "That's right...you tell em babes"

~*adjusting the halo a bits*~

gawdsssss that was naughty!!!

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