Monday, October 11, 2004



~*and in the real world*~

it's almost impossible getting sleep in the mornings when the phone rings every hour on the hour ~*sighs*~ that's the trouble with working such odd hours i suppose...

on the plus side of the coin, Friday will be a turning point for the lilones and me...their case managers Bossman is coming by the house in the morning and i thinkssssss his plan is to close out the case finally...

i could certainly use the break from it all...at first i had longed for case management, and it seemed the appropriete thing to contend with...but it really hasn't done all that much good, and time seems so precious these days with my schedual being as it is...

besides, it appears smudge may finally have a Dr who doesn't require having all this excess baggage in order to be treated... and if i can get away with "less is more" in this instance then i'm all for trying...

have i mentioned "MJ" is coming out for a visit???!!! He called the other day...or rather, the lilones called Him, and when they woke me to come to the phone i was greeted with a very concerned "How are you hanging in there" types of ohhhh wowwwwww...

it's been so long since W/we have seen each other...

i guess my kidding around a bit didn't help to clarify i was going to be okie kokies with this one, but then again, "MJ" got all the backwash of my uncollaring to Galahad soz i suspect He's a bit worried that the short amount of time spent with One so close by is going to be a hard pill to swallow...

i'm not so sure that it is...

"NL" wrote earlier today about mourning the losses, and i think that's truly what it is all about... i'm not ready to move forward yet as i still need that "mourning" period... and i'm just taking a lil while to get through it...

i did go back into collarme and reactivate the profile there... and that's a step in the right direction isn't it??? (don't mind the fact that i looked to see if Sir had done the same already....)

i returned to MH again as well...helped a newbie out with learning the commands around there...thats always a good starting point for me... i had said to NL that maybe i should simply keep to "online" relations for now, my personal life being as askew as it is, but i'm not one for the "cyber" flair so i guess the best i can hope for is mearly to be helpful in the halls for now...

and at work i found the causes for everyones shortages as of late!!! i can only imagine how the bossman is going to feel when he learns he's made alottttt of peeps angry having to pay $100.00s of dollars out of thier pocket for a mistake HE made!!!

i truly want to be a fly on the wall when "S" gets hold of him...

anyhowzzzz... that's life in a nutshell... boring as it goes

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