Friday, October 10, 2003




~*Guilty Conscience...moi???*~

okies i'll admit, i've been leaning more and more on visiting sights and talking with people who are a part of a past that perhaps is better left shelved...if i could truly shelve it, and i know i can't... but that is beside the point...

i cannnn limit it, have shown as much over the course of the past 6 months or so...but right now i need to protect myself just a wee lil bit...my heart is truly longing for Ghostie, i can feel it, and it's frightening the bejeezus outta me...

the course of events that have happened in this passed month make that issue all the more frightening in part because i have to be strong, i can't let loose all of these emotions that are stirring inside of me... because??? if i do it could be an incredible overload to someone i care too much for to let have that type of a burden...

sozz here i am...protecting myself with walls i'd rather not build, but can't help to lay brick too...

*pls* says i have a tendancy to think and run, rather than talk things through, momma says "wellllllll, she's right!" and truth is, i know *pls* is right...

it boils down to that whole 2+2=567,234... equation



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