Saturday, August 16, 2003




~*Welcome home lil ladies*~

Ghosties lilones are on their way home from a week long holiday, and even though thats gonna mean Ghostie and i wont be lying around on the floor talking for hours and hours on end, it still brightens my day up a whole lots too knowing Ghostie not gonna be all alones right now...

soz there's a lil smiles on my face today...for that reason among many others...

As the time draws nearer for Ghosties arrival, i am more and more certain that this will NOT be a repeat course in the history of LDRs and online relationships... i could be wrong...i can only hope that i am not...

But the truth is something Ghosties momma had said to him not too long ago is resting comfortably on my thoughts this morning...it had alot to do with a third time... and even more to do with a mothers love, and a mothers intuition...

~*bigger smiles*~

i've spent a great deal of this year rethinking my past, pondering mistakes, layering bricks, sorting thoughts and emotions...and carrying one of the heaviest sacks of rocks that i've ever had the burden of carrying...

slowly i am coming to the conclusion that my past will always be there, mistakes will always be there, and the bricks will be stumbled upon from time to time in an effort to heal and to recover from the thoughts and emotions that forever lingure in my mind...but as for the sack of rocks... perhaps it is much like a Hansel and Gretel thing... leaving behind a trace of where i have been...and yes, much like Hansel and Gretel i too had found myself in a very hot oven...but then along came the finder of the path that led to me...

and perhaps i am about to learn of what happily ever after really means...

hmmmmm.... ya know what?...if i AM dreaming, i'm not so sure i want to wake up just yet


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