Wednesday, August 27, 2003




~*Greetings again Sir*~

okies, soz someone fill me in on why it is...

we had spent time together once upon a time... it was nice, er uhm yeahhhh...it was actually kinda yummmyfrickenlicious...but we moved on (or so i thought)

he knowssssss i've retreated from play, he knowsssssssss i'm no longer in the munch group, he knowssssssss i've moved on...

soz why do i hear more from him now than i did way back when i was actually hoping i might hear from him???

~*simply shakes her head not so understandingly*~

i hope i have done the right thing in responding, i hope i have been as brutally honest as i can be without offending either Ghostie or Mr Virginia...

"Warmest Greetings Sir,

i must admit that it is always very nice to hear from you again, and i often think of a yummyfrickenliciously wonderful lil time spent together too, but i have to be honest and say that i am always in a bit of a shock whenever you do contact me...not that i do not wish to play, oyyyyyyyyy...i loves to play...its just that, wellll... so much changes even when nothing does??? still, i know i need to be completely honest with you as to why it is i have not been in contact as of late...

i had read once in group postings of favorite kinks and found a posting that you had written...it wasn't exactly that it had frightened me, just moreso to the point that i had to ask myself if it was something i could ever think of doing, to which i honestly have to answer to myself and say no...

shortly after that i met up with another local Dom and unfortunately, things could have been better, i spent a few weeks healing from a rather bad scene and at that point was asked by several friends both in and out of the community to take a breather...

during the course of all of this i became closer to a mutual aquaintance of my former Master that resides in the UK, and because of his extreme dislike of what had taken place during the time with my former, and the path that i had taken myself down on afterwards, i kept to the promise of removing myself from the scene... even as much as i still long for and desire to have the void filled...

in a few weeks time "Ghostie" will be arriving here in the States for one months time, i'm not sure of what will happen then, if anything, because truth is in knowning that i could never be vanilla through and through, and i'm almost as certain that he could never truly accept all that D/s means to me...still...i've promised at this point to remain in this state of limbo...

wishing you a yummmyfrickenliciously wonderful afternoon,
moonie"

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